Always and Forever

For you I'd make the world turn,
For you my heart will always yearn.
For you I'd give my life at will,
For, you are the one who makes my heart stand still.

Without you, my life is dull,
Your smile warms my deepest soul.
Your laugh is like a thousand bells,
And when you laugh... my heart doth swell.

For every wave that finds the shore,
My heart loves you a thousand times more.
For every bird that sings it's song,
My love for you grows deep and strong.

Always and forever, I'll love you till I die,
And to you, my darling, I cannot lie.
For you, my heart, I'll always endeavor
To love you now, always... and forever.

Long week of going nowhere slowly

Apologies for not updating my blog sooner. There has been allot that’s happened this past couple of days.

I got my PHP5 book I ordered from the UK. I still cannot believe that the book cost me 17 pounds to get and yet in South Africa the same book costs R750 almost 5 times as much as it cost me to buy the book online and have it shipped to SA.

Goodstuf’s wife gave birth to a girl on Thursday, unfortunately the girl was still born, Goodstuff my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Lady R has been very scarce and this is due to her studies. I noticed she is under allot of pressure and yet she seems very distant over txt messages. I just hope her studies are going well and that it’s over soon so I can treat Lady R to some dinner and places that I’d love to take Lady R to.

I have been trying to get my head around php5 and Object Orientated Programming but its been going slow. So I have been doing by example and reading off examples to try to understand how the new PHP works.

Work has been hectic with me having to look after a international company in the morning and then bolt off to another client for the rest of the day. The guys in the office has also now realised that I know WIFI equipment and that I know how to setup the equipment optimally so now I get called about any little WIFI setup that’s happening . I don’t mind to teach the people but its gets to me if they don’t take not what I say and learn from it.

I treated my mum to mother’s day and also took my boy for a run. He is getting big now and clever to. It’s amazing how every husky is unique. Every one has there own personality and traits. Take HDP’s 2 huskies, they not as curious as my boy and not as family orientated as my boy. Codi, my Siberian husky is very much family orientated and will not allow any stranger into my mum’s house unless they are accompanied by me or my mum. Even then the person is not allowed to come with in arms length of me or my mum.

So for now, I hope to see Lady R soon and hope to have a bit more R & R time this coming weekend.

Work, Life and Other Things.

This week went by so slow. I hardly saw Lady R accept for a very short while on Thursday evening. It was my Flat Mates birthday and we went half way Up Lions head to celebrate. I realised that I am not going to get a flat mate as good as the one I have now. It’s a once in a life time that you get a flat mate like the one I have.

She is very courteous and always friendly. She and I just get along. There is no bumping into each other and awkward running into each other in the bathroom for instance. I’ll have to start looking for a new flat mate pretty soon, I don’t really want to but hey my flat mate is moving to Durban and its nice having someone to help pay the flat.

I gave Lady R a key to my flat, I know it took a long time and I feel very comfortable with Lady R having a key. It’s the best feeling ever to get home and she is waiting there for me.

Work has been “fun” with me running between 2 clients. The one a international client and the other a local clothing store. I have been trying to sort out my own company to but it’s just not been that easy. I have ordered a book from Amazon but its taking its lovely time to get to me. I need this book to develop some applications which is needed for my website.

Goodstuff arranged tickets for him and me to the colab concert. It was not half bad, I really enjoyed Staind and Hubastanc . The other bands were not that good thought. I ran into IT girl at colab and she is doing well. She came back from Thailand and she is currently looking for other work. We greeted each other and had a quick catch up the goodstuf and I went off to our side of the concert.

I also briefly saw a guy who managed to destroy a long ex of mine and My relationship. He is still acts like a child and still even dresses the same as way, way back then. I just ignored him and walked on, which annoyed him so he tried to follow Goodstuf and me. We lost him in the crowd and forgot about him when spring bok nude girls started playing. It’s amazing how some people just can’t let go of the past they just can’t seem to move on and accept what has happened.

I can’t wait to see Lady R again. This week and weekend has been torture with me hardly seeing Lady R.. I just have to grin and bear it; it’s not for much longer.